Here are the problems I am trying to work out. Unfortunately when you take those "tests" you want to answer what ever sounds best. I guess it means I'm a procrastinator because some times I sit there think "well sometimes, not always" and never know what to say. I'm afraid if I go to a doctor I'll answer the question wrong because I'll do the same thing. Here's the scoop:

When ever my kids are home I'm a mess. I feel so, how can I explain it, 'stalled', that I don't want to move. My over active 8 year old constantly talks while the 3 yo tears up the house. It gets so messy that dealing with it is almost impossible.

My husband drives me nuts when he's home. We live in a 2 br apartment with 3 kids so it's not enough room for every one. I just want to be alone sometimes and I can't but no one seems to care at all. Not that I could go and do anything by myself anyway, work has been so scarce that we do not have any money, not enough to do anything anway. Not even enough to seek any treatment.

But here's the problem. I'm smart, I'm a computer tech and I develop websites. I'm horrible at math because it simply confuses me and it's even worse when my kids are around. I can't keep a thought in my head unless I do it over and over again because I'm so busy thinking about every thing else and when I do try to focus I get distracted about NOTHING!

My marraige is in the trash. No, I'm not the only problem. He's a pain too. He's unambitious and seems to think the household chores are my duties. Well, if they're mine - go out and find a job to support the family and stop relying on me to pay for everything! I have for years you know.

HELP! I can't afford insurance, I work part time and my husband is too much of a loser to go get a real job with real income and insurance. I haven't been able to find steady work for over 2 years in my area. What do I do?