Oh I am so sorry this happened to you MASIMO. I can understand why you feel hurt by this. I think if he knew that there was a chance that you would get disconnected that he may have moved so he could take the call elsewhere or have it go to voicemail but only he would know the answer to that. You can be thankful that he did keep his word and was there for you as he said he would be, The disconnection was unfortuanate and definitely not planned, Please don't be too hard on yourself. Be proud of the fact that you were able to go as long as you did without SIing. 5 weeks is something to be proud of. Try to make it a goal to go another 5 weeks. I think it is great that your T has made himself available to take your call regardless of the time. Perhaps try calling a crisis line if you are not able to get in touch with him or if for some reason you end up getting disconnected again-which I hope doesn't happen, They are available 24/7 for you. Take Care and remember be kind to yourself.