I have schizo affective disorder, so they are part of that. Sometimes they (I had 2 that were constant) were abusive, sometimes they did tell me to do things--at these times they were distressing. But the rest of the time, one of them was nice to talk to...this is the one I miss. I guess all or none, huh? I can't just get rid of the constant bad one...though the 'good' one would join in the abusive/directive and I didn't like her then. =/

Hard, yes...and confusing for me.

Thank you {{{{muse}}}}} for replying again. =)