(((( Improving ))))

My heart hurts for what you are going through....

I do hope that you can work through this with T. If you don't feel as though your relationship with T is worth saving, then perhaps focus on trying to find a new T. In the meantime, to stay safe, do you have any close friends/family that can stay with you to help you through this extremely difficult time?

Please do post here, as often as you need to. PC is a wonderful place to get support, and I have relied on PC during my most difficult times.

You are in a lot of pain and are dealing with so much.