Hey Leed,
Thanks for your reply and especially the way you've expressed things. Being so assertive is such an asset. You are absolutely right and I'll be visiting this response to read it as often as I can. I also need to think this way. I AM a valuable person and both him and his mom should have been thanking their lucky stars that a person like me took interest in them.
But you are right: I need to drop this and look elsewhere to find people that will understand and appreciate me better.
Thanks.