So, session today.....and T is going on vacation, so it will be 10 days before my next session! I'm feeling a little nervous about not having her in reach right now, though she has set up a really good backup plan of support for me and I can see her supervisor T if I need to.
But I'm feeling like it's bad timing (not for her, because I'm sure she could use a vacay, but for me!) because we are in the middle of figuring out this whole med stuff......I went off the med I had a bad reaction to and then tried it again for a couple days as instructed and it sent me way high and off-kilter both physically and emotionally, so I have yet another dr. appt to try another med....or more than one.
And she is quite sure, given my reaction to this antidepressant (as well as the fact the other times I briefly took another med, I got really angry after being on it....) that it points to me being bipolar (also taking emotional history into account, too, not only med reaction).
I don't know, this is a lot of stuff to deal with while she's gone and I'm nervous about it a bit......I'm sure I'll be OK, but I find myself hoping that, while she has a wonderful time, it goes fast!!