Thank you so very much everyone. I'm so glad I found PC

Had a pretty devastating conversation with my T this evening. We tried to process some of what's happened between us in the last few days and how we've got so stuck. It feels way too complicated to even explain to myself right now. Really hideously awful conversation- I don't have any idea who she is or what she's doing.

Such pain.

Took a handful of melatonin as have no access to meds. Hoping for a long sleep.