i might be bipolar or depressed. my concentration is a million pieces, i cant focus to fill out job applications or even watch a movie. my bf sugested i had either one, and his mom( RN nurse) co-signed. we all moved in together, and even though they keep saying i have it, i feel like their makin it worse. when im on the low slope,dont want to talk, horrible angry attitude, im the bad person. my bf recently told me how his mom was telling him 'you dont deserve that', 'why are u putting up with that', 'does she even love you?'. so now im feeling so crappy, feeling like more stuff is being said about me, his mom isnt really acknowledging me, his daughter(6yrs) says hurtfull things.i dont have insurance, but i know i need to get treated. i dont know what to do.