I'm in with you too, DJ and MP...or....trying to.
To me, depression is like a black, lead blanket that descends and won't let me get up, literally like a magnet that pulls me back into bed. So, yeah...
I want out!!!!!!
I have a sweet friend who sends emails to me saying "Please tell me what I can do?" Heck, ~I~ don't even know what to do. I just email back and thank her for her kindness and suupport.
{{{{{{{MP}}}}}}} and everyone - I hate this illness hitting the sweetest people.
I hope you're feeling at least some better now, my friend