my oldest refuses to accept the fact that there are times when staying alive is all i can do. she's really upset with me right now. she wants me to be available for shopping, cleaning house, etc. at the drop of a hat. sometimes if you dropped a hat around me, i'd have to go to bed for a week! the med cocktail that was working seems to have gone haywire now and i'm going to have to call the Pdoc today to see what we can do. she yelled at me for 20 minutes yesterday.

my daughter was on heroin for 7 (yes SEVEN) years and i took her to our ranch and she cleaned up. two and a half years out of my life. it was worth it. but she's forgotten that. in fact, i think she still has "using behavior", even though she is clean. my solution is to clam up and not answer the phone or the door.

any suggestions? she reads a lot...so she knows what i'm dealing with. she just refuses to accept how bad it is. and the carbon monoxide poisoning made me so very sick and she blamed that on the BP. ??? this used to be a very smart individual. i think she's forgotten her experiences and refuses to accept mine.

any help at all???? please.......