and I made friends and was outgoing. The school I went to was my old elementary school that for some reason was a high school in my head. But then I got in trouble for something that I don't remember and they sent me to the office. There I argued with the office ladies and as soon as they were gone to get the principal I ran away. They came after me, the teachers, principal, my dad, and truancy officers.. When I finally got home my Dad and a counselor was there, and I kept running away and ran to the back of my building. There I seen my brother on the see-saw and for a moment they were distracted so I tried to hide. It failed, and they came down to try and talk to me. But I was shaking in my dream, my skin was as white as paper and I couldn't talk. My Dad told her that he didn't know why I was like this, it was like I was insane or something and the woman counselor said "maybe that was what the skipping school and depression was trying to tell us, that she was slipping down into insanity but now it's too late for her since no one tried to stop it."

Then I got freaked out and woke up. I really hate this dream. I don't ever have nightmares but I think this might be one. It's touched upon too many current issues (which NEVER happens in my dreams) and.. I just feel really bad.