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Originally Posted by p.smilez
i might be bipolar or depressed. my concentration is a million pieces, i cant focus to fill out job applications or even watch a movie. my bf sugested i had either one, and his mom( RN nurse) co-signed. we all moved in together, and even though they keep saying i have it, i feel like their makin it worse. when im on the low slope,dont want to talk, horrible angry attitude, im the bad person. my bf recently told me how his mom was telling him 'you dont deserve that', 'why are u putting up with that', 'does she even love you?'. so now im feeling so crappy, feeling like more stuff is being said about me, his mom isnt really acknowledging me, his daughter(6yrs) says hurtfull things.i dont have insurance, but i know i need to get treated. i dont know what to do.
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This organization may be able to help you find resources:
http://www.nami.org/MSTemplate.cfm?S...ontentID=85985
I'm glad you found your way here; there is a lot of support, knowledge and unconditional acceptance on these pages.
The main thing I would suggest is to be your own best advocate. If you want to stay in the relationship you're in, try to listen to what your bf says, thank him for it, then do what you need to do for yourself. Even if it comes from love and concern, nothing they say is going to fix your problem, so why waste the time having to defend yourself? Your #1 priority now is to get a diagnosis and treatment; it will make finding and keeping a job much easier, and it will make coping in general easier. Sending you strong, confident vibes. You can do this; there are a whole lot of wonderful people here who are living proof.
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