I brought all these concerns up before I agreed. He said he would take my calls so he has in trying so hard to help me brought some of this upon himself. I dont hold him responsible for my SI, and I hope I can make him believe me.

I have researched Topomax withdrawal and just found 200 accounts of people having panic attacks, anxiety, crying, anger, suicidal so I think that's definately what's going on with me. My Dr. took me off of it too fast. I think I'm going to call my P-Doc to talk with him about it.
I dont know how long this is going to last, been off of the medication for only 5 days, but some people have withdrawal symptoms for weeks.
Nasty drug. Now it's screwing up my relationship with my T because of my migraines.