((((livetofight))))
I am sorry you are so frustrated and struggling right now.

But glad to hear that you are reaching out more and taking another chance with therapy

I didn't know CAMH worked liked that? I thought their focus was to support people on a long-term basis?
(as for the forms for employment, unless they specifically ask, DO NOT CHECK - if they do ask, ask them why. Employers should not be discrimminating, or be involved in your personal business unless there is a risk of harm to you, others, or property, so if you are stable, don't sell yourself short)
Just try to take it one step-day-hour-moment at a time...