This is very descriptive, so please be warned.

I don't know why I did it...that's not what I'm worried about right now. But tonight I did it deeper than I ever have before...I can see in the wound the fat and way down beneath, my main artery. By the grace of God, I didn't hit that artery, so I didn't bleed out. One centimeter deeper and I would have had to go to the hospital. But I'm so scared, you guys...the wound (just one) is half an inch wide and two inches across my wrist. It's open even though this happened two hours ago. I wrapped it up as best I could. I'm scared though that I'm going to need stitches I know that it's my fault, I did it to myself, but I had NO idea it would be this bad. I can't tell my parents - I don't want to scare them and if I go to the hospital, they'll admit me, I know they will. Do you think it will close up and heal on its own? I'm so scared -- I need my T right now, but her mysterious absense is the reason I did this ("Missing T?" thread in Psychotherapy forum).

Thank you for any help you guys can offer...I hope this wasn't too much so that the thread gets taken down....