Thankyou for so much your support Bmee2 and can't stop crying, I would love to go media, but I really do not want my family to know anything about me or my condition, i cut them all out of my life years ago as they were detrimental to my health and sanity! I have however put in a formal complaint against both adult services and mental health services, if this does not get the desired outcome i am going to the government ombudsman and a lawyer! i have had enough of being messed around, and do not intend to be any longer!! watch out my claws are out!!!!