No I'm not on meds. I know back in the 90s they had a court order against me which I never really did follow. I just dont believe in meds.

No I havent told my employer anything, mainly bc I feel its not his business and its shameful for me. The other employees keep questioning me a lot about meds, but they arent to the extent that it bothers me. They just seem to care more. There are only 8 of us so its like a tight little family. We know more about each other than our familys know about us.

Do I have to tell him I have BP plus a few other issues? I mean..... but i do see a firing coming in a few mths, I feel it deep inside. I just want the panic and anxiety to go away. depression sucks, im not suicidal or anything, but i have thought a lot about it lately. ugh..no attempts just thoughts and how i would do it is all.