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Originally Posted by pkaseypkaseypkasey
My Mother.
She is always drunk.
Always yelling.
Always making me feel like I'm worthless.
She forced me into therapy once, and after two sessions, she decided I was faking all the cuts and all the sadness for attention.
She never once acted like she honestly cared what happened to me.
What she should have done was NOT listen to me, and she should have done everything in her power to make sure I was okay. And because she didn't, I almost killed myself. And sometimes I relapse into then, and I almost try again. Sometimes I just can't take her.
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Don't "take her". Go to Al-anon or Ala-teen (I'm not sure how old you are) and find out how to cope with
your life. You don't need to internalize your mother's drunken crud. I wish someone had supported me 30-40-50 years ago but no one did. I support you now to discover
your intrinsic worth as a human being;
your place in the world;
your happiness and well-being. You're a worthwhile person, worthy of being loved. Live your life, joyfully. That is my prayer for you. I send you
