"Grief is so hard". Man... isn't that the case. I have lost a few very close to me and there is just no blue print to deal with it. We're not trained to see those among us fighting for life. It can be surreal and I am glad you have a T who can help you through.

Some pain just can't be named. I learned that the hard way. Do the best you can - you seem so level headed and in the moment. What a gift.

I wish you and your sister great peace. I'll be thinking of both of you.