Thanks guys. I really am trying to think about it rationally.

I know that she did it because she cared. Even if I wasn't a danger to myself or others, and am still not. Well, perhaps I'm a danger to her... :/

On one hand it's almost flattering to have a friend care enough to do that. But I didn't want this happening, and that was clear. Still I was willing to move on. But I need to know what's been said, if only to know where I stand if my parents or counselor do confront me about this. I need to know. And she might think it'll make me angrier. But her holding that from me is making me angrier than the damn information would.

She thinks she knows best when it comes to what's best for me, and she doesn't. Nobody does, even if everyone thinks they do.

If she doesn't tell me, I'll never move past this. I'll always hate her for not telling me, to some degree or another. And that wouldn't be good for rebuilding a friendship.