I know you know I am truly speechless over this ..there isnt a smiley sad enough looking on this site or words to tell you I know the pain you feel...I didnt see this till now..I never come to this area because its NOT a good area for me...but I do KNOW and I saw this song and didn't know who posted it then I saw....you. Some of us are dealt a ****** hand in life......I am sorry you got the cards you did.