Over the last month and a half, I have learned many things about my relationship with my husband. I have learned alot about him. I have found that he is able to lie to me, repeatedly, and not feel bad. I found out that a year ago he was emailing an ex girlfriend. When he asked his therapist if he should tell me, she said no. My husband has not had an appointment with his therapist since my last post. But, today is his first real appointment. At the beginning of the week, his therapist had him fix another problem with her car. She practically yelled at him because he did not respond to her text messages in a timely manner. I am not sure where our relationship will go from here, or even where I want it to go. I know I love him. But I don't know how long I can be okay with him seeing this therapist after everything she has done to hurt our relationship. She has truly done nothing to help. My husband continues to have anxiety, he continues to be dependent on her and her opinions. I don't know what to do. I feel so insecure in our relationship, like at any point he could leave or do something dishonest. I dont trust him and don't know if I ever truly will again.

I am still...confused and hurt!