Spazzy, everyone has a bad semester sometimes. You know you're doing the best you can and that's all you can do! If you don't get the internship now, there's always the future. Do what you can today, trust that you did the best you could today, don't beat yourself up for things you can't change, and vow to maybe a bit more vigilent in lacking areas next semester. Above all, sigh a sigh of relief and take it easy over the winter break. You can't change what's already happened, so enjoy your holiday. =)
Rayna