yes, sabby, you have said a lot of things that mean a lot to me. it is really, so helpful to hear form another supportive person so close to a DID person. it's hard, but it's also so rewarding. i'm glad you and your friend have each other.

i am trying to work on finding out what i need to do to take care of myself. i've started to reach out to a few friends. i'm going to try to branch out of my little world right now.

i'm going to get a shiatsu massage today because i have the day off from work! and i'm going to bring my partner so she can see what it's like in case she might want to try it sometime. i really like my massage therapist, she's a great person!

i'm going to have a good day! ...i hope. i just need a little break from all the crazy stuff in my head.

thanks again everyone for the support. it really means the world to me right now.