Hey guys,

Thank you so much for all your support....

I am still struggling but I am ok!! My friend took me to the beach today.... Yes it was 2 degrees where I was VERY cold. We went to our local castle and walked along the beach. We looked at shells and I took photo's of the water and the castle. We went for lunch and we chatted.

My work still have not called me despite my Area Manager saying she would call me today. What do I do? I called her and left a message and then called her office and left a message there too. Still nothing. I have been anxious all day and we be anxious tomorrow too

I have my CPN tomorrow and I am gonna have a chat with him, I have joined a union that deals with the work I do. I have made a start to cleaning my room out and I have checked groups in my area ALL TODAY!!!

Its 8:22pm and I am exhausted.

I am worried as obviously I have researched and found out Seroquel is for treating Shicizophenia.... am I Schizophenic? I know I get paranoid but I really don't know.