I know I only went to him twice, but I looked forward to seeing him...he 'got' me right away--as soon as we met. He knew just how to talk to me, and I felt safe. I didn't even get to say good bye...his receptionist called and told me he wasn't coming to my clinic any longer, his court dates changed (he is mostly a criminal clinician--I was a special case). He no longer had a free day to come to my clinic
It just hit me how much I miss him, I don't know why now...but I do.

I feel hurt, sad and alone and lost...