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Originally Posted by Eileen2010
wow...I appreciate the strength you all have to do T this way. Personally, I just can't stomach it. I told the basics, and spent the last year just letting that go. I have no desire to tell the story, there's no way I could do it justice. Possibly I won't ever be whole, but I won't be totally broken either. That's just my path though, and I wouldn't want anyone to follow any path but their own.
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You know Eileen, My latest time with therapy, I talked with T about not much of anything but complain about family dynamics and tell her about the behaviors I'd like to change. I did this for a few months. I invested a good deal of time getting to trust her. (I also googled her and her politics were the same as mine, haha). I think when you get close enough it will become a burden you will need to dump. Can't say I exactly enjoy the work we do. But I cant survive or move forward without it. I can't stay here either. It would destroy me.