thanks everyone. I might call her tomorrow she triggered alot of stuff...and Im not sure I can trust her enough to get into anything. Ive been really confused since the appt. I just have my head swirling with fear about going to see her again. I might just call and cancel my appt and have her close my case and start looking for someone else??? I just dont know what to do. then I think I need to go work through this with her. I dont know Im still trying to figure out the issue so that even if I stop seeing her I have it ready for the next one. We'll see.