Every antidepresant ive tried since 1992 has failed. I had to give up drugs and alcohol a few years ago because i couldnt take the unreal feeling any more. Thats after 25 years of doing a LOT of drugs and drinking to excess. Now that im sober all the meds i try put me in a dream state and make it difficult 4 me to go outside. I want to feel normal again. And i hope that is possible some day. So im not on anything anymore and im really anxious to see how that goes. Has anybody here have similair problems with antidepressants?