Oh its irrelavant whether others understand, I've realised theres a lot of people that could do with therapy that will never enter therapy and I just feel grateful my journey has taken me where it has. I've often said to T that I am so grateful I will not go to my final resting place being the screwed up person I started out being, if others dont choose to "examine" their lifes then thats their choice.

Thats for the not wanting to think about things between sessions, thinking is the greatest gift we have and we cannot change unless we think about it. Perhaps the wanting others to understand, and believe me some in therapy dont understand, is perhaps about your own inner battles?? because what others think is no longer any of my business, what I think is what I care about.