{{{{lexi}}}} Thank you for the reply

I just thought he might since I had already gone to the hospital once. I don't feel courageous, I feel like crap, and cowardly crap to boot. =(

Thank you for being here, it means alotttttttttttt.

I have trouble pm'ing out of the blue, I feel like I'm being selfish and rude...wasting someone's time

I hope you don't have to go to the hospital lexi, I hope things work out well for you.

I dont want to ruin the holidays for anyone either, I'll try my hardest to stay safe until they are over =/