I feel like such a failure. I am letting everyone down. I called in sick to work last night for the 3rd day in a row. I am supposed to be setting a good example for my boys, but I have a hard time facing the day myself. I have been crying all night about this mess I've gotten us into. I try to put on my strong face for my boys, but they know.

My T said the best way for me to help my boys with their depression is to get my own under control - I am not doing a good job at that.

All I want to be is a good mother, I can't even do that right. They need me to be strong and I am a mess.

I don't know what to do anymore