thats what i have done before. this has been going on 7 months. some has been talking, some has been not talking, some has been hooking up, some has been completely ignoring everything and then the first day of spring semester, we started talking again and became involved again after i had spent 2 months doing everything in my power to stay away. whenever i try and talk to her about it, she says she's done with this and the conversation and cant handle my ****. i know that she isn't for me and i don't love her at all in the same way i just want her in my life for some unknown reason.

we just got into a fight because i told her how much it was hurting me and she said "im sorry but im going to keep doing what is best for me." she calls my problems ****. i would do anything in this whole world for her. i do do everything - i'm dating other people to figure things out but i just wish she'd be understanding and sensitive - she used to be but i hardly ever see that anymore.