I don't tell many people I am in T. I don't really gripe much about it either. I need to have an agenda though, I have found that out. If I don't know for sure what we'll be talking about then I get really anxious.

I do have a hard time worrying about what T thinks of me. I need him to tell me he doesn't think I am a freak...a lot. lol. But he obliges, when I leave his office and when he responds to email, he always says it... "I don't think you're a freak, Eileen". Silly how a little phrase calms my fears for several days.