The more I think about it, the more I think it's the right thing to do. I mean, I'd rather be fantastically good friends with him (if he still wants to be) than be together and have all of my stupid issues and problems affect the relationship. I've lost enthusiasm for so much in my life - family, college, friends. I don't want to lose enthusiasm for this, simply because of the depression. It's not fair on him *at all*.

My main focus is getting better, because everything else is being affected by it.

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