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i am thinking since u've been very depressed that your pdoc considers either upping your doseage of meds or trying something new. surely this depression takes so much mental energy from u. it's good to hear you and hubby cleared the air somwhat but i believe more can be done to help lift the depression. do u talk about this with your T and postdoc about how down you are? i'd definitely run your severe episode by them. med adjustment etc. then perhaps you and hubby can meet on better ground. he sounds like your condition is causing him to struggle too.
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