Love the metaphor ^.^ I think, if I look at it that way then I sort of feel safe in what has become my own sort of normal, because the generic 'normal' that society has come to know as correct isn't MY normal anymore, because I have adapted to BP...if that makes sense :P So stepping off the cliff for me would be like stepping into an unfamiliar world of confusion, and that's what would scare me about changing anything.