Talked to his doctor again about looking into Residential Treatment, my husband is absolutely opposed to this idea. He has an appointment next week, so we'll see how it goes.
I don't think my husband completely understands where I'm coming from, although I've tried to explain it to him. If I have to let him go for a little while to save him in the long run, then maybe that's what should happen. It is not what I want, but he needs more help than I am able to give.
I work 3rd shift (although I'm on leave right now) and then spend most of my day talking to, working with, helping my oldest son and then try to squeeze in time for my younger son before and after school and then if I'm lucky, catch a nap after dinner before going to work. I feel guilty, but it is so overwhelming right now even with work out of the equation.
Maybe him going to treatment for a while will help me get back on my feet too - I feel selfish admitting that.