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feeling like you have no control over your life?
I'm scared that i may hurt myself by saying something rude to people unnecessarily..
i am like this when i'm hypomanic/agitated mood. don't know your dx tho.
scared inside..
can you think hard about those unknown fears and identify what they are? anger is a secondary emotion many times stemming from fear, a primary emotion.
hope this helps you sort out these feelings and what may be the causes.
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