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Originally Posted by Squiggle328
I just feel like something is WRONG with me that I am in therapy. Why am I so different? What can't I deal with life?
I don't like to be embarrassed or humiliated. If I am doing something I think is the right way, and then find out that I have been doing it all wrong, that makes me feel like a fool.
I have always been 'different'. One who thinks outside the box. Never been able to be a 'cookie cutter' type of person.
I am impatient. This causes anxiety, which causes fear. I want it fixed now, so that I can move on.
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In your past, did anyone make negative comments about how you were? Did anyone make you feel bad for who you were?
Yes, I have sensed this "I want it fixed now" about you. I think that it is good. Could this be related to you not feeling good about who you are? (The anxiety and fear increases because you feel strongly and if you feel that you are bad, if you feel strongly this makes you bigger and then increases your bad feelings about yourself?)