I have asked myself this question, and it is a tough one to answere. What would change, and to what extent. The butterfly efect is definitly at play, and a small change has a large impact.

Would my life have been easier or better I would never know. For as much pain I have endured I have also become stronger. The things that I have done as well as the things I have not done may never have been.

If I could toss all of the bad and only carry the good I might, but realizing that they are all one in the same means I cannot have it both ways.

SO I guess I would have to say no I would not change it, because with all that I might gain.. there surly would be a cost.