i dont know, i just want to have a normal brain again without drugs.

ive been SO good until last couple of days.

dr is like, well i couldn't get to see her cos of work (i was away in other cities and stuff doing research and interviewing) so i asked for 2 more weeks, she just gave me three months more (left a prescription at reception for me to grab. So i figure she didnt take me too seriously if she didnt think it was necessary to even follow up from getting the pills in the first place.

and if she doesnt think its major what is the problem with oging off them? i only took a little higher dose cos she said i could at the initial appointment (about 4 months ago) if it was necessary.

so maybe im just a drama queen. lol.