I have tried probably 30+ meds/combinations of meds. I can't even get ahold of my psychiatrist to find out what to do about the Emsam. Obviously, since it is a patch, I can't cut it to lower the dose, but I can't keep up with the insomnia and headaches either. Either one will put me back in the hospital if I have to keep dealing with it...

I have done ECT, but have long term memory loss from that, so I won't do that again.

I'm in the process of switching psychiatrists (to one who won't hand me a prescription, tell me he knows nothing about it, and to go d omy own research...), so getting help right now is challenging...