Tbank you all for such kind and caring words. I am literally freaking out right now because I did decide to try and call my t and he was gone for the day so I called the coaching line and it rang twice and then was put to voicemail. I then called back it rang four times and went to voicemail. I left a message and no return call. I don't think he will call me back. I am shaking with emotions I just don't know what....