I'm so emotionally overloaded I just want to shut down completely. I'm a very emotional people without the help of any outside stimuli. My mother has descibed me as intense ever since I was 2 week old. She always told me I just came this way. If I feel something I feel it to its fullest. But I'm so sensative to other emotions. If someone cries I want to cry. If everyone is happy and silly I find myself feeling that way.

My coworker was in a royal pissy mood. Every little molehill is this giant mountain to her. She wants me to feel sorry for her. To offer to do everything for her. She used to really take advantatge of me with that. I'd feel bad for her and I'd do her job while she skipped home early. I've gotten to where I don't offer. I just say well that's sucks or whatever. I make her ask me. But today she was just so *****y I just couldn't stand it. I was all ready frustrated from home stuff. I got off work just overloaded with extra emotions. I don't know where to put them or even which ones are really mine. Ugh...I might just curl up in a ball until I feel better..or feel nothing. Either would be fine.