your husband cheated on you before you got married and 3 times that you know about, you never should have married him.... sorry to be mean, but you need to walk away and enjoy the person you met and are in love with... i have been where you are and i left it all behind, 14 years of a loveless marriage and now i am with the man of my dreams, who treats me like a princess and wouldnt dream of cheating on me...move on, take the chance and see how happy you can be... put yourself first for once and be happy!!!!!! pm me and let me know how you are....take care