Don't men to go on about my relationship and breakup. But I keep having these flashes of him doing or saying highly disturbing things. He did and said these things but do I work through them or just try and forget them?

I would mention what he/said during our relationship, but I was lonely and didn't know how highly distrurbed he was. I have mental illnesses of course put now that I've been thinking of it, most of the stuff was highly disturbing.

I al also loathe to support someone here as it might come out pretty nasty if he's affected my behavior in any way. I'm just feeling all confused about it.

I don't have any contact with this man (no phonecalls, emails, texts, or meetings). I was hoping that this would help and it's been not even a day, so I don't know.

I am grieving for the things in the relationship I had an expectation for, like more stability. I almost feel sorry for the guy.

He's back with his ex (the one that was with him when he was 13)...yes she did do this back them. I know it's affecting him now, but to go back someone he said he didn't want to see anymore because it wasn't healthy.

Im rambling, guess I needed too.

But seriously though, any help would be appreciated.