God, are you there?
Do you exist?
Can you hear me?
Were you there twenty years ago?
Could you hear me calling then?
Did you know that I believed in you then?
Do you know that I don't believe in you now?
Didn't you realize that a child was hurting?
Couldn't you have stopped it?
Why would you allow it?
Aren't you supposed to love us?
Did you watch it all happen?
Did you know that things would turn out this way?
Was this your plan?
Are you a sadist?
Did you enjoy this?
How could you not hear a little girl crying?
Do you exist?
Why do I have to go on like this?
If you exist, why won't you make this stop?
Why won't you take me away from here?
Why can't I die?
Why do I have to go on living?
If you never give us more than we can handle, why am I not able to handle this?
Do you exist?
Are you watching now?
Was this my punishment?
What did I do that was this horrible?
Why won't you give me courage now?

I don't believe in you.
I don't believe in me.
I don't believe in love.
I don't believe in life.
I don't believe I want to do this anymore.
I don't believe that I CAN do this anymore.
I don't believe in you.