Will you promise me one thing? If you are going to wait until after Christmas, stay around people who will keep you safe, and talk to them. Let them know if you need help. Talk to a professional about med changes, etc. if you need to. And if you need to go to the hospital, it's more important that you are safe and protected than that you stay out of the hospital until Christmas. Having something happen to you would ruin the holidays more than having you in the hospital would. Please take care of yourself.

Rap