Probably. I was grieving pretty badly for a very long time. Burned the shirt I was wearing when he died, stuff like that.

The only thing I never understood is how my little teddy bear moved. Only my son and I were there and neither of us moved it. The first time it was found moved I put it back but the second time I thought somebody/something wants it to be here and I didn't move it back. Very odd and disconcerting.